Despite hitting a real low patch my weight is stagnating. Im not getting any bigger, just staying at 12.1 which is ok. but not great. not binging though is becoming difficult.
however, Ive not felt like writing for ages - as you can tell. to be honest, its the last thing I want to do at the moment. only just managing not to let the feeling complete uselessness overtake. all my energy is sapped and i cant recoup it. Feel like the edge is looming . . .